oh my goodness I just cried over an accumulation of EVERYTHING!
first off.. my mom just came up to Denton and helped me pack up my belongings from the kitchen in my apartment. that was kind of sad looking at it half bare. so I'm sad about moving.
then I checked my e-mail and had one from my Frisco coordinator. I'm starting student teaching in 2 1/2 weeks. Great job on getting notice for that... If I hadnt called to find out which elementary school I was placed at.. i would not have known that information until yesterday.. when i got an email from UNT telling me where i was. Today they tell to be ready to go to the new teacher inservice on August 13th, start my PDS on August 16th, and its non stop until I graduate. then I need to find a job, find ANOTHER apartment where ever the new job may be... and then go all over again.
Im just kind of sad about leaving my comfortable college lifestyle and moving into adulthood... this sucks. I was hoping for a small break in between quitting my job at CCY and starting Student Teaching. I wanted to settle into Frisco, maybe take a trip down to Houston... now I cant! and on top of it all, I need to sign up and STUDY to take my two certification tests!!!
the main thing i think I am sad about is MY BROTHER GOING TO COLLEGE! I'm getting all misty just sitting here typing about it and narrating my blog in my head. Since Im starting student teaching so early, I cant go help Ryan move in! I was really looking forward to it, and I was going to go spend the night at home on his last night home and i cant even do that! Im starting to feel homesick living an extra 15 minutes further away.. even though I havent moved there yet...
I guess if I am really busy it will go by quickly.... uhg. now im getting sad about quitting my current job. i need to stop thinking about all of this.
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